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Days Like Today Days like today are when I miss you the most.
Days when the doors stay shut and the blinds stay down and the house stays empty. The only thing I can hear is the hum of the empty fridge and kids screaming outside.
I hover somewhere between sleep and apathy as I sit on the couch and paint my nails to pass the hours.
I see you everywhere I go, so it’s best to go nowhere, or so I’ve learned. It was hard, right after you left. But I’m learning every day. I have to.
I used to dream of life, life filled with parties and friends and food and family and dancing and mostly, you. &Days Like Today by ~Chicago-Lights

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Got Purpose? When you left, you took the life out of this house. You took all the plates your mother gave us at our wedding, the flashlight with a hand-crank that was so useful during power outages, and the books on psychology that weighted down our shelves.
After you left, I started eating off napkins at diner, and paper plates I found in the back of the cabinet; left overs from some party, I guess. The power went out, and the batteries in my flashlight were empty. You took all the candles, too. The holes between books now look like the picture of you that once hung above the piano: the one of you as a kid, before you got your braces. The little black sGot Purpose? by ~MyMidnightLove

Haiku: Love if I happen to fall
in love again it will be
by accidentHaiku: Love by ~EHB

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and the sun's settin' low, pull out my fiddle

Aug 9, 2011, 6:28:12 PM by ~Chicago-Lights
Journals / Personal

Okay I am okay

music
GOD I want Soul Punk to come out
I like Kreayshawn but I hate myself
I really don't like much of anything lately?

movies
I got Coco Before Chanel from Netflix and they did not mention that it was in French
Burlesque was weird
The Lincoln Lawyer and Limitless are typical
I love Gwyneth Paltrow lately (mostly because she sang with Cee Lo at the Grammy's)
Black Swan was intense
I want to see Friends With Benefits so badly
HP7 was, you know (incidentally, last night I dreamed I was in the end part, the battle at the castle, except the castle was Walmart)
Love & Other Drugs actually really sucked, it was too weird to see Anne Hathaway naked

tv
Theeee Oooooffice
Hell's Kitchen, Masterchef (though word on the street is Ben got eliminated tonight, so fuck that)
Oh, and Jersey Shore, did I mention I hate myself?

books
I'm liking Middlesex but having a hard time picking it up
Loved The Brief Wondrous Life of Oscar Wao by Junot Diaz
Darkness Visible: A Memoir of Madness by William Styron was predictably saddening
Re-read Slaughterhouse-Five, great as per usual
Need to read Outliers by Malcolm Gladwell before school starts rofl

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